| ...and we're back! |
[Jul. 11th, 2008|11:02 am] |
wow, how long as it been? well at least it's not 2009. i don't know what's compelling me to write in this; nothing really, despite the fact that i haven't in a really long time. this summer has been surprisingly good even though i haven't seen my boyfriend in 6 weeks, the longest we've been apart in our almost year and a half relationship, but i see him on Thursday so i'm pretty stoked. i have an internship with the FAA which is going great, although i don't think government (federal or state) is the place for me. i have been having very small panic attacks lately about trying to figure out where i'll be and what i'll be doing after graduation, which is this year. so crazy to think about.
but otherwise, this summer has been teen TV drama filled! me and natalie are catching jenna up on Dawson's Creek from the very beginning of the show, which has been awesome because Dawson's Creek is amazing. we have been re-living the late 90s and early 2000s and reminiscing about some of the priceless fashion it had to offer. also, i always wanted to watch gossip girl while it was on TV but was never able to (i was still in class on Mondays at 8 pm) and i don't have DVR despite the fact that we're paying for it... anyway, point is that i wasn't able to watch it while it was on TV. BUT i have gotten into the show this past week and am almost finished the season and my GOD is it amazingly addicting. it's so good!!!!! i really didn't expect it. and whatever. i am not ashamed to say that.
i've also been to DC twice so far this summer, and both trips have been really fun. i go back next week to see Glenn, which will also be a blast!!!
i'm not going to boston this weekend, but it's alright. i'll use the time to catch up on my fading tan, my family and finishing gossip girl. i'm excited. |
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[Nov. 22nd, 2006|11:39 pm] |
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| | The Backstreet Boys - Get Down (You're the One For Me) | ] | i don't really know where i am in my life at all. i feel like i'm just floating through, without a purpose. i know that this is normal for this "stage" and time in my life, but not to the extent i feel it or why i'm feeling it. seeing the fathers this weekend didn't really make me miss mine, well no i'm lying, i can't really describe it. i missed him when i saw the pictures. the pictures always make me cry. and i keep rehashing that day... and then i don't remember much of the rest of the summer. i feel incomplete (normal), pissed off, mad, all of that. but surprisingly i don't feel it now. maybe i really should go to councling??? i never really believed in it (didn't help me senior year), but what are your thoughts?
other than that life's been pretty spectacular, i must say. good grades, great friends, great city, great times. this is exactly what i wanted when i came to college and i'm so glad i finally found a place and am happy.
i miss my friends from home but i've been keeping in good contact with them. what am i doing this summer? home or philly? more than likely home. but that's ok, i think i would enjoy that more anyway. home is good for the week and philly for weekends. although home is also good for weekends... hmm. and natalie. home is good for natalie (seeing her).
if natalie is reading this (which she probably isn't!) COME TO DC TO SEE GIRL TALK! EVEN IF MICAH'S NOT COMING! visit meeeeeee. i don't think i can get home before thanksgiving because of school/band. I MISS YOU. i need more natalie in my life in DC. ok if you want me to plea more (which you probs do) i'll call you. but i'll call you anyway cause i want to talk to you baby girl!
i'm really writing this because i don't want to study textiles. but now i'm starting to feel guilty so let me get back to it. i didn't like this entry k byee! |
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[Nov. 6th, 2006|03:16 am] |
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| | Kanye West - Touch the Sky | ] | IF A MOVIE WAS MADE OF YOUR LIFE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? ( i don't know...lets find out!)
So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc). 2. Put it on shuffle. 3. Press play.
Ready? GO!
Opening Credits: Now Playing: Rod Stewart - Every Picture Tells A Story
Waking Up: Now Playing: Jack Johnson - Sitting Waiting Wishing (i have jj? this is news to me)
First Day at School: Now Playing: Sage Francis - White Wedding
Falling In Love: Now Playing: Idlewild - Roseability
Fight Scene: Now Playing: Calexico - Bisbee Blue
Breaking Up: Now Playing: The Decemberists - Cocoon
Make-up: Now Playing: Xiu Xiu - Nieces Pieces
Prom: Now Playing: Vashti Bunyan - Hebridean Sun
Secret Love: Now Playing: Juanes - Desde Que Despierto
Life's Okay: Now Playing: Nina Simone - Take Me To The Water
Mental Breakdown: Now Playing: Etienne de Crecy - Scratched
Driving: Now Playing: Moving Units - Between Us and Them
Flashbacks: Now Playing: Ryan Adams & The Cardinals - Cherry Lane
Getting Back Together: Now Playing: Gravy Train!!!! - Hella Nervous (AWESOME GETTING BACK TOGETHER SONG even though it doesn't make sense)
Wedding: Now Playing: M83 - Slight Night Shiver (not really a happy song! stop it!)
Birth Of a Child: Now Playing: Sigur Ros - Vaka
Happy Dance: Now Playing: 2 Unlimited - Spread Your Love (how perfect is this?)
Regretting: Now Playing: Devendra Banhart - Chinese Children
Long Night Alone: Now Playing: The Postal Service - We Will Become Silhouettes
Final Battle: Now Playing: Orb - Perpetual Dawn
Death Scene: Now Playing: Pretty Girls Make Graves - Domino
Ending Credits: Now Playing: Radiohead - Dollars and Cents
it's now 3:48. i guess i should go to bed.
btw i liked how pretty much none of them made any sense. oh well, it's worked better before. |
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[Jul. 13th, 2006|11:51 am] |
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what's going on! this isn't what i meant/asked for! ahhhhhhh stop it allyson. stop this. stop it all. word it differently. maybe things will change. |
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[Jul. 12th, 2006|11:40 am] |
SO since i have absolutly NOTHING to do at work, because they are in the middle of this huge move and re-organization (great time to intern allyson), i am looking up artists on atlantic and capital records, two future record companies i would love to be a part of. i figure that there's hardly any money in small, independent labels, as cool as it would be to work for one of them i don't think there's much room for advancement or a long-term career. i've actually researched this a bit earlier this summer, by looking up a whole bunch of small labels (Saddle Creek, Fat Possum Records, Merge, The Elephant Six, etc.) and they all look really cool, but i dunno. maybe i'll change my mind.
BUT this got me really excited!!! look at this list of artists signed to Atlantic Records:
Annie (LOVE HER!) Bjork Bloc Party (pretty cool) Cassie! Chromeo!!! Death Cab For Cutie Gnarles Barkley (awesome) Handsome Boy Modeling School JAMES BLUNT (hahahahahahahahahahaha) Jewel (a childhood love) Phil Collins (another childhood love) SEAN PAUL (is amazing!!!!!!!!)
ISN'T THAT SO COOL?! maybe it's just me but i would looooooooove to work with a company who promots awesome artists like that.
so then i looked up Capital Records. first of all, their website is pretty awesome. second of all, they've been around since the 40s, which i find really impressive. in such a transient industry it's very hard to stick around for longer than 40 years. so here is a list of artists signed to Capitol Records (that i like), starting in the 1940s.
Nat King Cole Frank Sinatra The Beatles John Lennon Steve Miller Band (long-ago) Kylie Minogue Red Hot Chili Peppers Coldplay Doves Idlewild Ben Lee Ok Go Radiohead Telepopmusik Ambulette LCD Soundsystem Supergrass
uh, awesome! most of the bands are england-based, but maybe that's because Capitol is england-based? god i'm so smart.
lately i've been feeling like i should do something to help people/the world with my life, and i don't feel very productive or worthwhile at a casino. it's unfulfilling. i strongly believe, and have believed for a long time, that music can change the world; the way people see the world; even our daily lives. it is my dream and has been my dream for a while (to work with one of these labels), and i will damn well achieve it. |
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| sean paul's latest greatest is "give it up to me" |
[Jul. 11th, 2006|09:38 am] |
what to write! this weekend i saw Pirates with Jenna, Stu, Nate, George, and a whole bunch of other people i didn't know. there were 28 of us in total, it was so awesome. as me, jenna and stu drove to the theatre we waved a flag with a skull and crossbones on it (that they painted, i made my own little one) and the car behind us took so many pictures of us because we ruled so hard! it was pretty cool. saturday was ok, me, stu, natalie, jenna, micah, mike, his friend from home ariele, zack and riley went to the boardwalk. it was alright. then a bunch of people went over mike's but i went home because i was really tired/not in a great mood. sunday we went to habachi and then to micah's and hung out. overall it was a pretty good weekend.
now i'm sitting in the office freezing my ass off because for some reason they seem to love to keep it below zero in here and piss off their administration. smart move, guys. |
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| stolen from arielle. |
[Jul. 10th, 2006|10:16 am] |
| [ | music |
| | some idiots talking in the office. | ] | (Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)
| ✓ I miss somebody right now. ((more than one person.)) |
✓ I don't watch much TV these days. ((half-true. i watch some with my parents, and the news. but still not much.)) |
✓ I own lots of books. |
| ✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses. ((since 2nd grade.)) |
✓ I love to play video games. ((does DDR count? it's the only video game i play.)) |
× I've tried marijuana. ((never had an interest.)) |
| × I've watched porn movies. |
× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. |
✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy. ((well, duh.)) |
| ✓ I curse sometimes. ((all the time.)) |
✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. ((everything changes within a year.)) |
× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. |
( it goes on... ) |
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| i wana see if it's true |
[Jul. 5th, 2006|11:01 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Johnny Cash - Hurt | ] | man this jaw breaker rules my life. in other news, the budget crisis is ridiculous, as other people have said, but other than that life is pretty ok. what else is there to say? |
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[Jun. 29th, 2006|11:31 pm] |
oh and i came up with this great idea for the wall next to my bed next year! i saw these really cool hollow plastic squares at urbanoutfitters.com that you could arrange in any way you wanted, and paint them different colors too. only problem is they were charging $42 for a few pieces of plastic and adhesive. uh, what?
so i looked around at AC Moore to try and find something similar, but to my dismay, they had no such thing.
so i searched the internet for some plastic as well. again, i didn't find anything, but i came up with a great idea in the process. i'm going to get these tiny tiles or mirrors (i haven't decided which yet) of all different sizes and paint them on my own (so i'm in control of the colors, i like that) and arrange them in a really cool design on my wall. it's going to be so good!!! i'm so excited, i can't wait. |
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[Jun. 26th, 2006|09:21 am] |
maybe after this week i'll be more social.
maybe not. |
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[May. 13th, 2006|11:19 pm] |
what an event to come home to... i really don't have anything to say.
so i've come to realize that i will always be stereotypical, plain and boring.
my eyes hurt (but not from strep) so i should probably get some tissues and go to sleep. tomorrow's another day... |
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[May. 7th, 2006|10:17 pm] |
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| | confused | ] |
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| | Architecture in Helsinki - Nevereverdid | ] | everything's bittersweet in the end. |
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[Dec. 1st, 2005|04:44 pm] |
This seemed really cool (thanks Jenna!)
Five years ago, it was Fall 2000...
Take this quiz, post the results, and see how much things have changed since then.
5 YEARS AGO
How old were you?: 13
What grade were you in?: 8th grade
Where did you go to school?: GTMS (galloway township middle school)
Where did you work?: i was 13 I didn't work
Where did u live?: home, in good ol galloway
Where did you hang out?: amanda's house, natalie's house, other random people's houses, my own house
How was your hair style?: i'm pretty sure i had JUST gotten it cut from when it was super long. so it was about shoulder length, and the color it is now.
Did you wear braces?: no way jose
Did you wear glasses?: yes
Who was your best friend?: natalie and amanda
Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend: didn't have a steady one
Who was your celebrity crush?: i never really had them
Who was your regular-person crush: i'll be damned if i know
How many piercings did you have?: four (two in each ear)
How many tattoos did you have?: none
What was your favorite band?: i think anything that was bad pop/rock shit
What was your biggest fear?: losing friends when we moved on to high school
Had you smoked a cigarette yet?: nope
Had you gotten drunk or high yet?: nope
Had you driven yet?: i was 13 sheesh
---------------------------------------------------------------- HA HA HA!!! LETS SEE WHAT YOU ARE NOW !!!!! ----------------------------------------------------------------
How old are you?: 18
What grade are you in?: freshman in college
Where do you go to school?: George Washington University
Where do you work?: no where, but over the summer i worked at Gourmet
Where do u live?: DC and galloway
Where do you hang out?: everywhereeeeeee
How is your hair style?: getting longer, layered, same color as before. i've never dyed it.
Do you wear braces?: never did!!!
Do you wear glasses?: yup
Who is your best friend?: natalie
Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend?: single and lovin it
Who is your celebrity crush?: like i said, never really had those
Who is your regular-person crush?: why do you care?
How many piercings do you have?: two
How many tattoos do you have?: none
What's your favorite band? I cant really pick just one...
What is your biggest fear?: i have a lot of them... probably being stuck in an elevator since that seems to run my life these days. |
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| sorry micah, not yet but SOON |
[Nov. 11th, 2005|04:32 pm] |
1. I'll respond with something random i like about you. 2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. 5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. |
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| i PROMISE an actual entry is coming soon. promise. |
[Nov. 7th, 2005|08:32 pm] |
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| | Clap Your Hands Say Yeah - In This Home On Ice | ] | [A is for age:] 18
[B is for booze of choice:] any sort of rum
[C is for career:] marketing of some sort
[D is for your dog's name:] rex
[E is for essential items to bring to a party:] what kind of party?
[F is for favorite song at the moment:] Joanna Newsom - The Book of Right on or Jens Lekman - A Sweet Summer's Night on Hammer Hill
[G is for favorite game:] apples to apples!
[H is for hometown:] galloway
[I is for instruments you play:] flute, baritone, piano
[J is for jam or jelly you like:] strawberry or blackberry
[K is for kids?] i would LOVE some but apparently that's not going to happen now is it?
[L is for last kiss?] i probably shouldn't say
[M is for mom's job] accountant
[N is for name of your crush:] don't have one
[O is for overnight hospital stays:] none
[P is for phobias:] elevators
[Q is for quotes you like:] there are many. check facebook or something for them.
[R is for relationship that lasted the longest]: i guess 3 1/2 months
[S is for sexual preference:] straight
[T is for time you wake up:] 7 for classes (except fridays)
[U is for underwear:] what kind of question is this?
[V is for vegetable you love:] corn is good
[W is for worst habit:] biting my nails
[X is for x-rays you've had:] mouth, legs, can't remember much else
[Y is for yummy food you make:] i'm in college and without a kitchen i don't make food
[z is for zodiac sign] gemini |
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| THIS IS DEDICATED TO MICAH NATHANIEL MESSINGER |
[Nov. 3rd, 2005|10:50 pm] |
i felt like doing this again. why? because i can! i'm also procrastinating on studying. eh, what else is new?
Directions: Play all of your music files on random, and ask your media player the following questions. Switch to next song on shuffle for next question. You can figure it out.
1. What do you think of me, itunes? Smashing Pumpkins - Love
2. Will I have a happy life? Clarence Carter - Slip Away
3. What do my friends really think of me? Magnetic Fields - My Only Friend
4. Do people secretly lust after me? Mathematicians - Harpiscode
5. How can I make myself happy? No Doubt - Bathwater
6. What should I do with my life? Girl Talk - Bang This in the Club
7. Why must life be so full of pain? Mathematicians - Input, Output
8. Will I ever have children? Tom Petty - Free Fallin
9. Will I die happy? The Faint - Disappear
10. Can you give me some advice? Magnetic Fields - The One You Really Love
11. What do you think happiness is? Belle & Sebastian - I'm A Cuckoo
12. What's my favorite fetish? Peaches - AA XXX
hahaha. that was really fun. and some of them are pretty funny too. |
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[Oct. 26th, 2005|11:52 pm] |
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i'm feeling happy! yay! |
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[Oct. 24th, 2005|12:34 pm] |
[ ] I'm afraid of silence.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I'm afraid of the dark
[ ] I'm afriad of facing my back to open doors at night.
[ ] I am homosexual.
[ ] I believe in true love
[ ] I've run away from home
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut out others out when I'm sad.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own over 10 Rock CDs.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I love Disney movies.
[ ] I am a sucker for green eyes.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[X] I curse regularly
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I bake well.
[X] I have worn pajamas to class.
[X] I have owned something from Abercrombie.
[X] I have had or currently have a job.
[ ] I love Martha Stewart.
[X] I like someone.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self-conscious.
[X] I love to laugh.
[X] I have tried alcohol
[X] I drink alcohol on a regular basis. (not so much anymore)
[X] I have tried a cigarette.
[ ] I have smoked a pack in one day.
[ ] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I have many scars.
[X] I've been out of this country.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I love chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails when i nervouse or bored
[X] I am comfortable with being me.
[ ] I play computer games when I'm bored.
[x] Gotten lost in the city.
[x] Seen a shooting star
[ ] Had a serious surgery.
[X] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[X] Have kissed a stranger.
[X] Hugged a stranger.
[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of the same sex.
[ ] Been in a fist fight.
[ ] Been arrested.
[x] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of your nose.
[ ] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] Made out in an elevator.
[x] Swore at your parents.
[ ] Kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] Hit a guy where it hurts
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[ ] Gotten stitches.
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[X] Bitten someone
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.
[X] Gotten the chicken pox
[ ] Crashed into a car.
[ ] Been to Japan.
[X] Ridden in a taxi.
[ ] Shoplifted.
[ ] Been fired.
[X] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] Stole something from your job.
[X] Gone on a blind date.
[x] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[X] Been to Europe.
[ ] Slept with a co-worker.
[ ] Been married.
[ ] Gotten divorced
[x] Saw someone/something dying.
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[ ] Been to Canada.
[X] Been On A Plane.
[ ] seen a Rocky Horror Piture Film
[ ] Thrown up in a bar.
[X] Eaten Sushi.
[x] Been snowboarding.
[x] Been skiing.
[X] Been ice skating.
[x] Cried in public.
[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed.
[X] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have.
stolen from jenna... it seems these little things are the only thing i use this journal for. who would have thought!.... yeah that was sarcastic |
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